My very first "Photoshoot".

Well, it's not actually a photoshoot. I think. But either way, it's a picture.

So first, it was make up time! OMG! It was teary. And ticklish. Haha. Especially at the eye part. Oh well, I'm weird.

Then, it was hair time. I hated what they did to my hair :( It was like a mushroom! Hahaha.. Fugly! But I had to shut up and go with it anyway. My sister, Chelsea, said it was nice. Mummy said the same thing too. Still doesn't change what I think though.

After all the fuss, FINALLY the picture taking moment! So it was a little awkward 'cause I seriously did not know what I was doing. So the photographer helped me out a bit. He was the WORSE assistant! Hah! And he poses? God! What does he think I'm doing? A LALA shoot? Like seriously. Eww. Saw for the final shot, he wanted me to do something like, make a peace sign and put it next to your face. Like you know, how the LALAs do it. I told him, I'm not doing that. Haha! Mummy even said in front of him that it was ugly. Hahaha.. Funny things happened. Oh well, DON"T FALL ASLEEP YET! You haven't seen what paid off to all this. :P

Hope you guys like it. Though I didn't really like the fur either. But WTH huh? Sometimes we all need a little difference in our lives.

Don't go blind!

:)

Yo Mama Jokes.

Hahhahahahaha.. WTH?

On one average normal day, me and my sister, Chelsea, discovered Yo Mama jokes! And it changed our lifes! Woah! Hahahah.. So anyway, me and her were at our crazy modes! So at one time, we recorded the Yo Mama jokes like the crazies! Turned out to be too load! So papa came in the room and yelled at us..... Embarassing! Hahahahha.. How can I put the recording here? Hmmm.. Oh well.. It was really funny :P Wished y'all could hear it.. :( Anyway, enjoy the Yo Mama jokes :D

Yo mama is so fat, the last time she saw 90210 was on the bathroom scale.

Yo mama is so fat, that I took a picture of her on Christmas time and it's still printing!

Yo mama’s so fat, she wore an X-Files T-shirt and a helicopter landed on her.

Yo mama is so fat, when she steps on wieghts it says: To be continued.

Yo mama so stupid, she tried to put her M&M's in alphabetical order.

Hahahahaha.. Pity Yo Mama! :P

Hola asoma! :P

Heyya! Gosh, it's been a while since I last blogged. So Katy Perry really loves cats! Wow!

I wanna go to Paris for my honeymoon! And be loved endlessly! Hahahahh! Bluek! :P

So what shall I write about today? I've been learning a new language! Spanish :) I love that language. And I've also been singing in that language. Shakira! :D My favourite songs to sing in Spanish are mostly all by Shakira which are Antologia, Estoy Aqui, Un Poco de Amor, and Moscas En La Casa. I literally love those songs! :D And I've also wrote a new song. Don't worry, it's not in Spanish. It's about a special someone in my life. Well, he was that special. Guess he's not anymore. Paul, Paul, Paul. It's about you boy! I bet he's probably thinking, "Gosh! Why can't she get over me already?!? I've moved on. Move on girl!" Well, heck yea! I did! :D Yay!!! :D I had to let it out. What I was feeling. I had to let it out and I do that best by writing songs :)

So this is where I shut up. :D

Más por venir. Ciáo! :D

R.I.P Denysh Aqil Dzulakbar :')

You will always be remembered and missed. Dearly. <3

Quote's :D

Dreams are the seedings of reality..

We are born naked, wet, hungry. Then it gets worse.

Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep.

When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.

I promise I would never sing of love if it does not exist but darling you are the only exception.

I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me, it happens all the time.

You only live once. So live like you won't see the light tomorrow.

Watching you is the only drug i need.

I've got a tight grip on reality but I can't let go of what's of me here. I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up, leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.

No one notices until it's too late to do anything.

I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great of a burden to bear.

I think I'm safer on an airplane, I think I'm safer in the sky up above, I think I'm safer on a jetway, than a world without love.

Smart listens to the head, stupid listens to the heart. Be stupid.

I'm teaching myself to believe in the things that I don't understand, I don't even know if they're true..but that's what dreamers do.

Anything other than yes is no, anything other than stay is go, anything less than I love you is lying.

The beautiful thing about music, is that no matter who is singing the song you are relating to, they become your confidant, your friend..

You must love yourself before you can love others.

They say that nobody can leave without love. Personally, i think it's air. But I find it hard to breath cause your taking my breath away..

☮ n <3

:D

New Year, New School, New Friends

2010. Wow! Ure a big surpriser! Who knew?!?

You made me sad. You made me cry at your early days... Then.

Slowly, you made me realize... "Im still young!! Cut it out!!" Hah!

I've made new friends in my new school ofcourse:) But I still miss my BFFFLD!!!!!! Thea!! IMYSFM!!!

This new school is also very full of surprises! Its totally different from my old one. Their loads of jerks!! hah!! My friends now all have something on the heads(if u know what i mean..) Hah!! JK! ;)

Im also speaking a language thats not by my mother tougue:P EvRyDAy!!! :P Im better now.. :D

Now, 2010, brought alot of new people in my life..And 1 special person I've gotten closer to:) Its starting out good..But if Ill start crying by the end of this month, s'okay... Ill understand, I've gotta 'leak' once in awhile or else Ill just be emotionless and I hate that! I'm gonna learn..I need experience to be better in the future right? Right. So now, Im just gonna keep smiling :D

Lookin' forward for what else you got in store for muah! ;)

What hurts the most? :'(

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken